Oh This Life

I remember being young and for the most part 'carefree'. Lately, I have found myself wanting to go back to those carefree moments at times. Being an adult and having so much responsibility is a blessing but is also very overwhelming at times. I remember seeing my parents struggle financially, emotionally, mentally, and at times spiritually but I never gave it much thought. I never worried about why they were struggling but now being a parent, a wife, a caretaker, a cook, a housekeeper, a home owner, and so many other things I am realizing how tough it can be to be an adult. So many worries and struggles to go through. I am grateful that I have a testimony of Heavenly Father though. I think at times that is the only way I am able to keep going. At times it does seem like he is pushing me to that very fine line but I am always able to conquer the challenges I've been faced with with His help. I am also grateful to be a wife of such a great man! He works so hard so I am able to stay home and be with our children. He's a true gift and blessing in my life. I am grateful to be a mom! Its difficult some days but I would never give it up for the world. Sawyer has made my life so joyous and filled it with so much love and laughter! I can't wait for the twins to be born too! I admit I have been pretty nervous about it but am also so thrilled! What a great experience it will be to add these two little blessings to our little brood!